Come to Your Senses
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Title: | Come to Your Senses |
Publisher: | Whatever You Do, Don't Press (#1-#9), then Agent With Style (#9-#28) |
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Date(s): | May 1997-May 2004 |
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Fandom: | The Sentinel |
Language: | English |
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Come to Your Senses is a slash Sentinel anthology.
General Reactions and Reviews
The workhorse of Sen fanzines. The writers are a diverse group. Mysti has no problem with tossing disturbing fics at the reader. She delights in publishing in silly stories, hurt/comfort wallows, romances, and primal sentinel sex. They're the fanzines that I started with, and I still have a soft spot for them. [1]
Issue 1
Come to Your Senses 1 was published in May 1997 and is 177 pages long with a cover by TACS and interior art by MegaRed.
From the editor:
Welcome to the first issue! Here you'll find some wonderful stones and ideas that will keep you spellbound, make you laugh, make you cry, but most of all, make you think. And perhaps write a story of your own?
This zine was a pleasure to put together, and not just because I love this fandom so much. Well, then again, maybe it is. If it weren't for the great fen on Senad who gave my alter ego a safe place to play, Editor would have probably killed me and taken over my body. (Who would have noticed, right?) But, Editor wants to insert here, when she kills a character, by Goddess, that character is staying dead!
Herein you'll find, at the end of several stories, some small extracts that are known as drabbles. A drabble can only run 100 words, no more, no less (count one and see!), and the author tries to capture a mood or feeling or strong emotion within those 100 words. I think Sherry has done an excellent job with these. That's who wrote all these drabbles, by the way. Sherry Zoeller. I mention this because I didn't realize until I had printed up the zine for the last time that I had neglected to put her name on any of her work. Ulp! Mea culpa. Sorry about that, Sherry. But, hey! It got you mentioned in the editorial!
The second issue of this zine is debuting for Mountain Media Con in July, 1997, so all you authors out there, send me a story! Let's make Come to Your Senses a tradition for years to come!
Now, I'm going back to finish up the other 10 zines I'm doing for MediaWest. You go read now. But always remember, stones are like elevators...
- Seemed Like a Good Idea at the Time by Leah S. (1)
- What Remains Behind by Katrina Bowen (this later became part of the zine Pictures of the Past) (8)
- Base Elements by J.M. Griffin (25)
- Blind Man's Bluff (Blair) by Lisa Moijne (28)
- Fear of Falling by MegaRed (29)
- Clean Living by Siren (67)
- Survival: The Forest for the Trees (Jim) by Lisa Moijne (71)
- Survival: Blair's Last Stand (Blair) by Lisa Moijne (71)
- Transition by R'rain (72)
- Spare Parts (Naomi) by Lisa Moijne (83)
- Zoning by Ann Teitelbaum (84)
- No Questions in Forever by Myrna (87)
- Old Friends and New Lovers by Noel Goddard (Jim gets a wake up call from an old friend.) (98)
- The Rig (Blair) by Lisa Moijne 104)
- Whispers by Windy (105)
- The Rig (Jim) by Lisa Moijne (112)
- Double Blind by Sarah Yaworsky (113)
- Two By Two by M. Leigh Frank (120)
- Guardian Angel by MegaRed (121)
Reactions and Review: Issue 1
The stories in Come to Your Senses 1 and 2 were all so good... I think the one which moved me the most was" Guardian Angel" (-by MegaRed-). I read that at class and I started crying. I got some weird looks and one girl asked if I was okay. Told her I was and let her read it... she was a little choked up. She said that slash wasn't her cup or tea, but she was impressed with the story. I said that I would get her some gen stories to read...So, to all the authors out there, keep up the good work and write more. I'm starving! [3]
Issue 2
Come to Your Senses 2 was published in July 1997 and is 168 pages long. The cover is by TACS. It contains no interior art.
- A Fine Romance by Terence (1)
- For Whom the Bell Tolls by R'rain (13)
- Piercing Blue by Dean Warner (33)
- In the Name of Love by Jennifer Riddler (44)
- Blair in All His Phases by Dallas Tejas (71)
- Plain Ol' Vanilla by BCW (72)
- A Positive Sign by Gillian Middleton (79)
- Leading By Example by Noel Goddard (Blair convinces Jim to come out of the closet.) (93)
- Some You Win by Katrina Bowen (98)
- Moving On by Siren (108)
- In Harm's Way by Yvonne S. McCool (114)
Reactions and Review: Issue 2
I can not tell you how excited I was to find my copy of Come to Your Senses 2 in my mail. This is only my third story in print, and I have not gotten used to that sensation of seeing my name and something that I wrote in a zine. I'm a published author! It still is, and I suspect always will be, a thrill for me. After carefully removing the zine from the mailer (apparently the tape is the strongest part or maybe I was excited), I was instantly mesmerized by TAGS' beautiful cover of Jim and Blair in the shower. Just lovely. After checking the table of contents, I immediately turned to...my story, "In Harm's Way." I know, I know. But it was my story in print. You've just got to understand my mind set. Sending your story off is like sending out a child to the cold cruel world. You just have to look them over as soon as they are returned to you. Were they shoeless, traumatized, or have they dyed their hair pink and will now only answer to some name you never heard before? You just don't know the worry. But there it was, safe and sound. I was impressed with the time you dedicated to my story by setting the different fonts for use when different people were writing. It made the voices of each character stand out. I appreciate that you saw the value of typesetting the story that way.
"In Harm's Way" was a difficult story for me to write, and I want to thank you for taking a chance on a story that was such a change for me. I loved the way it looked. Thank you for taking good care of my child. [4]
Just finished reading Come to Your Senses 2 and I'm dropping you an LoC. First, I loved the cover. I'm beginning to think that TAGS should be appointed the official Sentinel artist, or something.
I really liked everything in the zine. Probably my favorite pieces were the longer fiction. Not that I don't like shorter pieces—it's just that I prefer it when an author has some time to develop the relationship. Yvonne McCool's "In Harm's Way" very nicely handled what if Blair were permanently handicapped by something that Jim did or didn't do.
I also loved R'rain's "For whom the Bell Tolls"—the wedding day nerves, hot honeymoon sex, and relationship building pushed all the right buttons for me.
"A Positive Sign" by Gillian Middleton was also lovely and I thought she handled Jim's breakdown very nicely.
The courtship dance in Dean Warner's "Piercing Blue" was great. And I really liked the way the Lash incident was integrated.
Katrina Bowen did a nice outing story in "Some you Win." Her Blair obfuscation about the kickboxing English majors was a hoot. Kudos to Siren and Noel Goddard as well.
Nice job, everyone. [5]
Come to Your Senses 2: Okay, the first thing I noticed is how beautifully the zines are put together, with a wonderfully readable font and very professional layout. The running panthers at the bottom of the page are a great touch. And of course I just can't say enough about TACS marvelous artwork. The perfect accompaniment to great zines. Having helped assemble zines myself has given me a keen appreciation of the work involved and all I can say is, 'Well done, Whatever You Do, Don't Press!'
"A Fine Romance" by Terence—An adorable first time story, beautifully constructed as it switches POV from Jim to Blair. This worked perfectly and the characters are wonderfully accurate.
"For Whom The Bell Tolls" by R'rain—A story I enjoyed so much it had me longing for more! Sexy and warm, it painted a lovely wedding picture coloured with the bitter sweet reality awaiting the happy couple in the real world. I would love to read more in this universe.
"Piercing Blue" by Dean Warner—Great title for a great story with a very sensual final scene. Jim at his warmest and most relaxed, Blair nicely confused and complex, just the way I like him. One wonders how much research went into that piercing scene, and what form it took! By the way, I'd love to read Dean's take on Blair getting that tattoo!
"In The Name Of Love" by Jen Riddler—This story had me transfixed from the first paragraph. I love the concept of Jim being gay; it fits nicely with my own observations of him with women in the show. There are some brilliant ideas and scenes in this story. My only problem was that I wanted more. After all the guys suffered, I would have liked to see them back together again so I could wallow in it for a while. Nice use of the Quickiemart, by the way, Apu would be proud. <g>
"Plain ol Vanilla" by BCW—Nothing plain about this one! Sexy and kinky with a cherry on top. I haven't seen much by this author, but she has a nice touch with both the characters and the sexy scenes.
"A Positive Sign" by me—so I can't comment too much except to say it's wonderful what a good editor can do! Thanks, Mysti!
"Leading By Example" by Noel Goddard—I found this a simply wonderful, thoughtful story. I love the idea of the guys being 'out' and a part of gay life. I'd love to read a sequel to this.
"Some You Win" by Katrina Bowen—One of my favourite authors and, as usual, she didn't disappoint! Great story with some terrific new characters, and I really enjoyed the opening scene from Farnese's point of view. Poor old Blair, a hostage again. I love how he's gonna wait 'til after it happens again before giving up on Cascade PD.
"Moving On" by Siren—Yay! An 'I hate Sam' story. Or at least a 'Blair dumps Sam' story. Lovely first time tale filling in some episode blanks nicely.
"In Harm's Way" by Yvonne S. McCool—Yvonne at her very best! Tough and angsty, plenty of plot and drama, hurt/comfort and a wonderful wrap-up. Lovely long story to really get my teeth into, the perfect end to a simply wonderful zine![6]
I liked " In Harm's Way." I loved the way Jim struggled with Blair's handicap. My younger sister knows sign and is also 20% deaf in her left ear. So I know the frustration both go through. [7]
Issue 3
Come to Your Senses 3 was published in July 1997 and is 175 pages long. The cover is by TACS.
The disclaimer on this issue:
Come to Your Senses 3 is a publication of Whatever You Do, Don't Press! and does not intend to infringe upon the copyrights or holdings of Danny Bilson, Paul DeMeo, Pet Fly Productions, Paramount, father's day, mother's day, fourth cousin twice removed's day, crashes, dings, scrapes, insurance claims, reunions, departures, arrivals ("The white zone is for loading and unloading of passengers only..."), possession, trafficking, narcotics, ghostly hauntings, friends, romans, countrymen, ears, emergencies, anxieties, dire panic attacks, control, chaos, UNCLE, any of those '60's secret organizations, undertow, overtow, overpriced towing, having, holding, needing, wanting, Stonn, T'pring, chemical reactions, real reactions, the two-and-a-half reactions Lance Henriksen manages to portray, mixtures, mixes, made-from-scratches, heaven, hell, pergatory [sic] and limbo. No bribes of escape from my mother, a new UPN station (since ours is switching to WB! ack!), or some desperately needed Tab were offered. Dammit. Laugh! Cry! Send LoCs!
- Chemical Reaction by J.M. Griffin (1)
- Control by Gillian Middleton (14)
- Father's Day by R'rain (37)
- Crash by Terence (44)
- In Case of Emergency by Gillian Middleton (66)
- To Have and To Hold by Candy Apple (77)
- Possession by Stacy L. A. Stronach (97)
- Reunion by Legion (103)
- Undertow by K. Ann Yost (124)
- Friends by Gillian Middleton (131)
- A Fine Mix of Heaven and Hell by Kim Gasper (139)
Reactions and Reviews: Issue 3
See reactions and reviews for Reunion.
[zine]: Just a note to let you know how much I enjoyed Come to Your Senses 3. As a "new" slashfic writer. It was very cool seeing something that I wrote published somewhere, as I've never had anything published before. Once I overcame the initial giddiness of seeing my name in print, I read the other stories in the zine, and was impressed. This was also the first fanzine I'd ever seen and the quality of the writing was excellent All the stories were well-written and enjoyable, I loved it! As with any collection of stories, one or two usually stand out, and for me the two that I really enjoyed were R'rain's "Father's Day" and Candy Apple's 'To Have and to Hold." And, of course, TACS cover art was beautiful. On the more technical side, the layout was nice and it was easy to read, which is so very important in any sort of publication. Again, I thoroughly enjoyed the zine and look forward to getting more of them in the future. Thank you. [8]
[zine]:I think the one which moved me the most was "Guardian Angel" (-by MegaRed-). I read that at class and I started crying. I
got some weird looks and one girl asked if I was okay. Told her I was and let her read it while I was in the darkroom. When I came out, she was a little choked up. She said that slash wasn't her cup of tea, but she was impressed with the story. I said that I would get her some gen stories to read.[9]
[zine]:"Chain Reaction" by J. Griffin—Don't do that! J. Griffin had me really spooked there! First I thought Blair was gonna die, then that he was gonna be a vampire. She had me hooked on a pretty spell-binding story. I really enjoyed the ride.
"Father's Day" by R'rain—Tantalizing glimpse into Jim's past here and I really loved the way R'rain dealt with the whole subject. Great story!
"Crash" by Terence—Really marvelous and very original storyline. I was thrilled to see a sequel to 'A Fine Romance' (-In CTYS1-). Again, the POVs worked brilliantly and Simon was a welcome addition.
"To Have and To Hold" by Candy Apple—Wonderful, wonderful story! Magic! Sad and poignant, I was delighted by the twists and turns it took. Blair as a virgin? Yes, Candy had me believing it and loving the idea. What a sweetie Jim was in this story. He did everything right and I don't blame Blair a bit for falling for him. Happy endings help, and this was a beauty!
"Possession" by Stacey LA Stronach—You can't lose when you start with one of my favourite songs in the world! Lovely first time story with some sweet lovin' thrown in.
"Reunion" by Legion—An intriguing story posing some interesting new ideas about Jim's senses and what might happen if he lost them. A great read, absolutely demanding a follow-up.
"Undertow" by K. Ann Yost—An enjoyable story where Blair gets to be hero! Good to see, the little guy doesn't get nearly as much credit as he deserves. Great action scenes by the way.
"A Fine Mix of Heaven and Hell" by Kim Gasper—A gorgeous first time saga, building with marvelous tension towards some truly beautiful love scenes between the guys. The characters are perfectly drawn and very believable, which is half the battle in a slash story. Excellent end to a excellent zine![10]
[zine]:I think my favorite pieces in Come to Your Senses 3 were Kim Gasper's "A Fine Mix of Heaven and Hell," Candy Apple's "To Have and to Hold" and Gillian Middleton's "Control." They are all very different beginnings to the Blair/Jim relationship, but they all really worked for me. I liked the Heaven and Hell analogy Kim uses in her story.
And as for "Control," a one phrase description could be defrosting hurts.
In "To have and to Hold," I really liked Candy having Jim help get Blair back on his feet before he tells him how he feels about the kid.
Gillian must have been really busy recently to have three stories in this zine. Having Jim save the girl 24 hours in advance was very interesting in "In case of Emergency." Is this a one-time cosmic event, or is Gillian going to explore the 6th sense part of this?
"Father's Day" was very emotional with Jim mourning the child that never was and Blair missing the father he never had. Disturbing, but hopeful.
"Reunions" was a very rocky beginning for the relationship, but I'd like to see Legion continue this. I want to know what happens next. (-Legion says she is working on a sequel called "Renewal," which we should receive sometime before the end of the century. <grin>-) I thought "Chemical Reaction" was extremely interesting, but unless I'm mistaken, the dagger wound pulled a Dr. Watson—starting on the chest and then suddenly switching to the arm. A little disconcerting. (-And shameful that both the author and I missed it!-) I know-pick, pick, pick. I've been known to have continuity errors in my fiction as well. Recently, I had a friend point out that the story started at the breakfast table and four pages and two sex scenes later had the two characters going to bed for the night (her comment was that it must've been the longest two sex acts on record). [11]
Issue 4
Come to Your Senses 4 was published in October 1997 and contains 181 pages. The cover is by TACS.
The disclaimer for this issue:
ome to Your Senses 4 is a publication of Whatever You Do, Don't Press! and does not intend to infringe upon the copyrights or holdings of Danny Bilson, Paul DeMeo, Pet Fly Productions, Paramount, time (whether it matters or not), sights, sightseeing, sore eyes, well eyes, mediocre eyes, stalking, tail-waggling, pouncing, shredding, eating, unions (perfect or otherwise, formed or otherwise~"parts is parts"), guide envy, pianist envy {Moonlighting, anyone?), anyone whose initials happen to be N.V., blackmailing, bluemailing, any-of-the-primary-colours-mailing (parcel post only!), action, inaction, shadows, sunlight, wars, police actions, really pouty kids who won't talk to each other, the very first time, the very last time, any time in between, does anybody really know what time it is?, identities (mistaken or not; stolen or not; poor Tom Vale), penance, contrition, absolution, a few 'Hail, Mary's and any killing of the fatted calf (that's right out!). No bribes of any kind were offered, and I want someone to get my agent on the phone! Dammit. Laugh! Cry! Send LoCs!
The editorial:
Well, here we are, with the fourth issue out already! That's four in only six months! Wow. And it seems to be falling into a pattern; I ask for submissions, I get flooded with lovely stories, I find I have too many for a single issue, and publish two issues simultaneously. Hey, if it works for you, it works for me! I say, let's continue this tradition for a long time!
And I'd also like to get more artists involved in Sentinel fandom. Where are all those incredibly talented people? I know TACS is fantastic, but she's only one person, folks! (Although her evil twin Skippy begs to differ.) She can only draw so fast, put out so much (Skippy says she puts out a lot—but I think that's just a rumour the evil twin started). So, let's bring in more artists to help take some pressure off. I know you folks are out there! KOZ? Mo Burns? Suzi Lovett? Karen River? Hello?
And for those of you interested in helping out this fandom in other ways, we sure could use you in the campaign to Save Our Sentinel! Just do a web search for that phrase and you'll find the wonderful web page some industrious Senners have put up. (I'd give you the URL, but I can't find it and Editor won't let me on-line to look for fear I'll find a story and start reading it, totally ignoring the other four zines I have to finish for ZCon. <sigh>) Anyway, check out the SOS web page and join in the fun! We need you!
That's it, I'm done. For now. CTYS5 is filling up fast, so send your stories in as soon as you can! (Send attached files to [email protected].)
I'll see you on the flipside! And watch out for those stone-like elevators—they fall, y'know. -- Mysti
- Letters of Comment by D. Readers (1)
- A Matter of Time by Katrina Bowen (5)
- A Sight for Sore Eyes by Aimee (9)
- Stalking by Legion (11)
- To Form a More Perfect Union by CKC (36)
- Guide Envy by Sarah and Sabra (46)
- The Blackmailer's Charter by Gillian Middleton (47)
- Missing in Action by Wanda L (64)
- Shadow War by sasquash (70)
- The Very First Time by Stacy L. A. Stronach (115)
- Mistaken Identity by IDP (121)
- Penance by Kim Gasper (125)
Issue 5
Come to Your Senses 5 was published in March 1998 and contains 188 pages. The cover is by TACS.
- Close Contact by Amanda Fox (1)
- What If It's You? by Wanda L. (15)
- Crisis by Gillian Middleton (19)
- Choices by Debbi Bailey (29)
- Satin Sheets by R'rain (54)
- To Establish Justice by CKC (59)
- Simon Sees by Gena Fisher (75)
- If You Asked Me To Candy Apple (A revelation of love leads to a moment of violence. Can Jim and Blair overcome the obstacles between them and the life they want together?) (80)
- Firelight by R'rain by (113)
- The Fool by J.M. Griffin (117)
- Balancing Act by Grey (127)
- My Beautiful Love by Stacy L.A. Stronach (146)
- What's in a Name? by Terence (154)
- The Kid by CD Phelps (172)
- Spontaneity by Pumpkin (181)
Reactions and Reviews: Issue 4 and 5
Issue 6
Come to Your Senses 6 was published in April 1998 and is 191 pages long.
- Letters of Comment by Youse Guys (1)
- Trick or Treat by CD Phelps (2)
- Words (Blair) by J.M. Griffin (11)
- Smoke by Katrina Bowen (12)
- Erudition by Frances Redding (17)
- Losing Control by Gena Fisher (30)
- Cross Purposes by Terence (40)
- Dance of Life by Caitlin Stewart (51)
- Passes by Jenny Saypaw (74)
- Awakening by J.M. Griffin (84)
- Words (Jim) by J.M. Griffin (86)
- For Granted by Grey (87)
- Guiding Flight by Emrys (98)
- No Forevers by Debbi Bailey (103)
- Renewal by Legion (116)
- Slick by J.M. Griffin (137)
- Rage On by Pumpkin (139)
- Things That Go Bump in the Night by Mercury (156)
- April Fools by Astolat (181)
- All limericks and Shaman Goose Nursery Rhymes by Wolfine
Reactions and Reviews: Issue 6
[Raonaid]
Must be read for Debbi Bailey's 'No Forevers', Legion's 'Renewel', Pumpkin's 'Rage On', (Astolat's) 'April Fools' and Nursury Rhymes by Wolfine!!![12]
Issue 7
Come to Your Senses 7 was published in May 1998 and is 198 pages long. The cover is by KOZ.
- Crash Space by Terence (1)
- Playing Games by Owlet (12)
- Symbiosis by J.M. Griffin (15)
- It's a Small, Small, Small, Small World by Pantera (26)
- Through the Barricades by Lynn Montgomery (29)
- Five Days by K. Ann Yost (86)
- Yoga Exercises by Lianne Burwell (92)
- The Shower by Pumpkin (97)
- Ordinary World by Stacy L.A. Stronach (102)
- Understanding by Grey (121)
- I'll Catch You by Scout (136)
- The Elemental Man by Legion (143)
- Right Behind Him by Owlet (166)
- Style by Cori Lannam (170)
- The Sentinel by Deb Rowland (184)
- Bonds That Tie by Summer Rain, Wanda, Wolfling (190)
- All limericks and Shaman Goose Nursery Rhymes by Wolfine
Reactions and Reviews: Issue 7
Issue 8
Come to Your Senses 8 was published in July 1998 and contains 197 pages. The cover is by KOZ.
It contains no interior art.
From the editorial:
Well, here we are, with another jam-packed, adventured-laden, lovingly crammed-full zine that's sure to have something for everyone; first times, established relationships, PWPs and wonderfully drawn out plots (yes, we actually have plots!). So, drop the kids off at mom's [13], grab your favourite beverage and settle down with CTYS8 for some nice, juicy Jim/Blair excitement. And please do let all the authors (and the publisher!) know what you think of their stories! We all live for feedback.
- Anchor by J.M. Griffin (1)
- Blind Trust by Wolfling (13)
- What You Do for Family by K. Ann Yost (23)
- Forgotten Memories by Summer Rain (32)
- Power of Suggestion by Wolfine (39)
- Chandler Street by Pumpkin (62)
- Power Trip by Grey (67)
- Warm Rain by Debra Fran Baker (91)
- The Shape of Things to Come by Saraid (96)
- Sugar, Sugar, Honey by Strange Music (128)
- Fever Dream by PJ 133)
- For This We Give Thanks by Lynn Montgomery (136)
- Doctor's Orders by Pantera (148)
- Seduction by Legion (153)
- Seeing the Light by Wanda L (177)
- Ever After by Myrna ("Ever After" was the inspiration for Changes) (182)
Reactions and Reviews: Issue 8
[Ever After]: No disrespect to Myrna, but I detested Ever After, probably since it was so well-written, and did exactly what it was supposed to: reduce me to tears. I read it once, and never again.") [14]
Issue 9
Come to Your Senses 9 was published in September 1998 and contains 204 pages. Art by Kathy Max. The cover is by Karen River.
- Control by Pumpkin (1)
- Memory's Heritage by Grey (6)
- Room Enough by Cori Lannam (18)
- Limerick by Wolfine (29)
- Body Count by J.M. Griffin (30)
- All I Want for Christmas... by Lynn Montgomery (42)
- Limerick by Wolfine (77)
- Max by Emma Woodhouse (78)
- Two of a Kind by Debbi Bailey (95)
Issue 10
Come to Your Senses 10 was published in October 1998 and contains 187 pages. The front cover is by Karen River.
This issue of "Come to Your Senses" was the first zine advertised through the name Agent With Style. [15]
- Going Home by The Lady of Shalott (1)
- Orders by NovaD (19)
- Cry for a Shadow by Gena Fisher (29)
- Limerick by Wolfine (62)
- I Believe in Us by Marag (63)
- Cartoon by Jane Mailander (79)
- Red Treasure by Grey (80)
- Shaman Goose Nursery Rhyme by Wolfine (117)
- Stabilizing Influence by Debbi Bailey (118)
- Limerick by Wolfine (125)
- Most Loved by J.M. Griffin (126)
- Symbiosis by Jane Mailander (142)
- Beware the Ides of February by Lynn Montgomery (143)
- Cartoon by Jane Mailander (187)
Issue 11
Come to Your Senses 11 was published in February 1999 and is 195 pages long. The front cover is by TM Alexander. It contains no interior art.
From the editorial:
As always, this zine has been a pleasure to put together and the chance to work with such wonderful authors has been a pure joy. You can’t say that about some zines, but I can’t help but say it here. The fandom that has grown up around The Sentinel reminds me of Starsky and Hutch in its warmth and love and do-anything-for-you attitude. It’s just a wonderful place to play. I hope you enjoy reading these stories as much as the authors and I have in presenting them to you, and if so, please send them (and me!) an e-mail saying so. It’s hard, sometimes, to send stories off to zines and not get any return on your investment, when posting something on the net can get you instant LoCs. So, again, to insure the continuance of Come to Your Senses and the other zines out there, please take a second or two to tell the authors and artists how much you like their work.
- A Hard Job by Texas Ranger (1)
- Primative Masculine Possession Rituals by Lynn Montgomery (12)
- How Like A Winter by Fortuita James (27)
- Justify My Love by Texas Ranger (35)
- Dark Touches by Grey (39)
- The Scars That Remain by Jane Mailander (57)
- Mother May by Saraid (66)
- Megan Muses by Gena Fisher (113)
- In Shadow of Night by TigerTyger (120)
Issue 12
Come to Your Senses 12 was published in March 1999 and is 175 pages long. The interior art is by Sorka and the cover by Lyrade.
- The Little Things in Life by Katrina Bowen (1)
- Rainy Days by Geli (6)
- Wolfine's Wonders by Wolfine (10)
- Pretty in Pink by Quin Rhodes (11)
- Wolfine's Wonders by Wolfine (17
- To the Mountaintop by J.C. (18)
- Moonlight and Marlene Dietrich by Texas Ranger (36)
- Wolfine's Wonders by Wolfine (39)
- Blue Christmas by Debra Fran Baker (40)
- Wolfine's Wonders by Wolfine (44)
- To See, To Seek, To Find by Strange Music (45)
- Wolfine's Wonders by Wolfine (48)
- The Hazards of Camping by Banshee (49)
- Drawing Conclusions by Stacy Stronach (71)
- Wolfine's Wonders by Wolfine (78)
- Beautiful Man, Sexy Man by Owlet (79)
- Just Another Day by Texas Ranger (84)
- Turning Point by Rayden Star (88)
- Wolfine's Wonders by Wolfine (110)
- William Wonders by Gena Fisher (111)
- Autumn Winds by J.M. Griffin (118)
- Wolfine's Wonders by Wolfine (127)
- Winter Games by NovaD (128)
- Headcase by Grey (136)
- Wolfine's Wonders by Wolfine (175)
inside issue #12, Sorka is the artist
Reactions and Reviews: Issue 12
[Raonaid]
~ A damned good read! Funny stories, good POV stories, lovely angst fic... Just a well-rounded, excellent zine.Highlights for me included 'The Little Things in Life' by Katrina Bowen (a humorous look at how Simon, Joel, Rafe, Henri and Megan view Blair and Jim), 'Rainy Days' by Geli (a fun 'first time' story), 'The Hazards of Camping' by Banshee (just beautiful and sweet!), 'Turning Point' by Rayden Star (a 'Jim-and-Blair-are-kidnapped' story that is fresh and original, and just plain WOW!), 'William Wonders' by Gena Fisher (a POV from Jim's father), and 'Headcase' by Grey (an intense and emotionally engrossing kidnap and aftermath story).
I had only one complaint with this zine, which is one I hesitate to mention. It regarded the cover of the zine. Umm, now as much as I - appreciate - the inclusion of a full frontal nude drawing of Blair, it really does make hiding your slash addiction from those you live with difficult. A picture of Blair and Jim on the zine cover, fully clothed, can be explained away as "cop show stories", and most lose interest. The cover of this zine, um, didn't really allow that. Much as I liked it, I really wish it hadn't been on the cover. :-)[16]
Issue 13
Come to Your Senses 13 was published in April 1999 and contains 209 pages. The cover is by K9.
- Sheep in Wolf's Clothing by Quin Rhodes (1)
- Through the Valley by J.C (4)
- A Snowball's Chance in Hell by Owlet (19)
- With Honor by K. Ann Yost (22)
- The Fort by Texas Ranger (29)
- In a Million Years by J.M Griffin (34)
- The Right Setting by Bog (35)
- Loving Him by J.M Griffin (43)
- Together, Separately by Quin Rhodes (49)
- Tales from Shaman Goose by Wolfine (52)
- Remind Me by Grey 53)
- Present in Body by Fortuita James (76)
- Insight by J.C (80)
- A Kiss To Build a Dream on by Shanny (92)
- Who's in Control? by Pumpkin (95)
- Honest Words by Virginia Vaughn (100)
- The Paws That Refreshes by Shanny (122)
- Tales from Shaman Goose by Wolfine (123)
- Tribal Fantasies by Angie T. (124)
- Chasing Blue Skies by Ulalame and Mercury (127)
- Tales from Shaman Goose by Wolfine (209)
Issue 14
Come to Your Senses 14 was published in May 1999 and is 201 pages long. The cover is by K9.
- Crunch Time by Mercury (1)
- Annunciation by J.M. Griffin (12)
- Proclamation by J.M. Griffin (14)
- Role Playing by NovaD (16)
- The First Step by J.C. (37)
- Winning Isn't Everything by Gena Fisher (44)
- Built Ford Tough by Pumpkin (71)
- Talent by Grey (76)
- Rainy Days and Mondays by Mirenna (93)
- Mesothesis by Alleycat (100)
- Waiting by K. Ann Yost (138)
- The Morning After the Night Before by K9 (147)
- Photographic Evidence by Annabelle Leigh (At a crime scene, Jim finds evidence of Blair's youthful indiscretions, and it forces him to confront painful and long forgotten events from his own past, as well as to navigate his feelings for his Guide.) (157)
Reactions and Reviews: Issue 14
See reactions and reviews for Photographic Evidence.
Issue 15
Come to Your Senses 15 was published in September 1999 and is 209 pages long.
- The Underlying Constant by J.C (1)
- Baby Steps by Nestra (15)
- Angel by R'rain (18)
- Mama by Rayden Star (30)
- An Ordinary Life by J.M Griffin (36)
- Back in Control by Pumpkin (48)
- Terms by Texas Ranger (53)
- Worried Man Blues by M.J (74)
- Timing by Alyjude (81)
- The Guide by James Ellison by Lisa, Duncan's Twin (96)
- The Cop Guide by Blair Sandburg by Lisa Duncan's Twin (99)
- The Concupiscent Guide Revealed by The Sentinel by Lisa Duncan's Twin (102)
- Dreamwalk by J.M Griffin (108)
- Taking the Cure by M.J (120
- Bad Feeling by Grey (125)
- Walk This Way by Candy Apple (Jim scores some coveted concert tickets and shares them with his roommate...romance ensues.) (140)
- Rapunzel by Bog (148)
- Surrogate by Annabelle Leigh (My take on a favorite old standard. Blair discovers that Jim's senses are having an unfortunate effect on his sex life. He convinces his Sentinel that practicing with his Guide is the only way to solve the problem.) (161)
Reactions and Reviews: Issue 15
See reactions and reviews for Surrogate.
See reactions and reviews for An Ordinary Life.
Issue 16
Come to Your Senses 16 was published in January 2000 and contains 201 pages. The cover is by K9.
- The Power by J.C. (1)
- Like a Duck by J.M. Griffin (6)
- Golden Haze by Annabelle Leigh (Blair has an extremely unusual dream while under the effect of the golden, but does Jim know what he was fantasizing about?) (7)
- Losing Control by Pumpkin (22)
- Another Rainy Night (With You) by SuzanLynne (27)
- Signs by Grey (31)
- Unspoken Words by Laura Leone (55)
- Hellhounds by J.M. Griffin (64)
- If Wishes Were Horses... by Debra Fran Baker (66)
- Winter Heart by J.M. Griffin (105)
- Reminiscences by Bluewolf (Jim and Blair discuss their childhood.) (107)
- Reality Bites by M.J. (111)
- Lost Brotherhood by Lianne Burwell (119)
- Throwback by Valentin (142)
- The Golden Letter by Russet McMillan (148)
- Testing the Waters by Candy Apple (Blair's assault leads to some meaningful revelations between himself and Jim. Can they find happiness? Will Blair's assault be avenged?) (164)
Reactions and Reviews: Issue 16
See reactions and reviews for Throwback.
Issue 17
Come to Your Senses 17 was published in May 2000 and is 201 pages long. The cover is by K9. Other art by JenCat004.
- Observation Hides a Multitude of Sins by Leah S. (1)
- We Need to Talk by Patt Paulos-Darrow (8)
- The Loneliness of the Long-Distance Runner by Kit Mason (9)
- Controlling Interest by Pumpkin (21)
- The Calling by Grey (author's notes on the online posting: "Notes: This story survived zine limbo for almost three years. Though originally intended for SCARED SENSELESS 2, it was published in COME TO YOUR SENSES 17 by Mysti Frank instead.") (26)
- Senses by Patt Paulos-Darrow (48)
- Guardian Spirits by Nisa (49)
- Strange Games by Voracity (51)
- Bitchy and the Beast by Airelle (84)
- 1,001 Words by Akablonded (90)
- Poker Night by Patt Paulos-Darrow (109)
- Naomi Nurtures by Gena Fisher (110)
- Right Back Then by Elizabeth Gerber (115)
- Two of Hearts by Nisa (128)
- On Top by Patt Paulos-Darrow (128)
- Who's the Sidekick? by Fire Frog (130)
- The Highwayman by Toshua (134)
- The Solitude and the Silence by Laura J. Valentine (146)
- Memory and Void by Laura J. Valentine (150)
- Darkness by Patt Paulos-Darrow (154)
- Reaching Out by XFreak (155)
- The Price is Right by Patt Paulos-Darrow (201)
Issue 18
Come to Your Senses 18 was published in May 2000 and is 201 pages long. The cover is by K9.
- Stephen Speculates by Gena Fisher (1)
- Growing by Jennifer Lyon (6)
- ..And Learning by Jennifer Lyon (13)
- Spirit Walk by Bluewolf (Jim and Blair have lived many lives.) (16)
- The Redemption of William Minor by Laura J. Valentine (28)
- Ramblin' Blair by Patt Paulos-Darrow (30)
- The Mirror's Other Image by Candy Apple (While trying to get some rest in the war-torn loft in the wake of Warren Chapel's visit, Jim and Blair come to a realization about their relationship.) (31)
- Smile in His Eyes by Patt Paulos-Darrow (34)
- Union by P.J. (35)
- Something Blue by Carmen (39)
- Golf Outing by Laura J. Valentine (54)
- A Garden of Wallflowers by Legion (57)
- Alternate Ending to A Garden of Wallflowers by Legion (64)
- The Power of Love by VampyrAlex (67)
- Learning to Walk by Nestra (91)
- Father by Rayden Star (96)
- Why by Patt Paulos-Darrow (101)
- The Blairwolf of London by M.J. (102)
- A Bird in the Hand by Kira (108)
- Home by JenCat004 (122)
- Snowman by Geli (125)
- Not a Creature was Stirring by Dr. Seuss (135)
- Taste by Patt Paulos-Darrow (138)
- A Million Times by Mamoru (139)
- Shield by Toshua (176)
- Kiss the Cook by Sfscarlet (185)
- The Kiss by Jaxx (190)
Issue 19
Come to Your Senses 19 was published in May 2000 and contains 194 pages. The cover is by Karen River.
- The Island of Apples by Bluewolf (Jim is alone on a strange island.) (1)
- Hard-Working Sentinel by Patt Paulos-Darrow (6)
- A New Beginning by Barbara Nice-Miller (7)
- Jim's Thoughts by Patt Paulos-Darrow (17)
- Guppy Love by Timberwolf (18)
- A Blank Canvas by Taleya (34)
- Across the Field of Life by Lannieta (37)
- Pyrite by M.J. (42)
- Mornings With Jim by Patt Paulos-Darrow (57)
- Water Rises by Jane Mailander (58)
- As It was Meant to Be by Bluewolf (65)
- Mine by Patt Paulos-Darrow (74)
- In Command by Beck (75)
- In the Bullpen by Patt Paulos-Darrow (80)
- After Borneo by Tiger Moon (81)
- Rumors by Patt Paulos-Darrow (95)
- A Long Weekend by Bluewolf (Jim goes off for a weekend's skiing.) (96)
- Avenging Prometheus by Gena Fisher (104)
Issue 20
Come to Your Senses 20 was published in February 2001 and is 193 pages long. The cover is by Lupe Backe. Other art by KOZ.
- Energy by Caroline Quinn (1)
- 852 Prospect by Michelle Rosenberg (3)
- Circle by K. Ann Yost (4)
- 852 Prospect by Michelle Rosenberg (9)
- 30-Day Guarantee by Carmen ( 10)
- Last Supper by R'rain (18)
- Mr. Coffee by Owlet (20)
- On Offer by Elizabeth Lamond (21)
- 852 Prospect by Michelle Rosenberg (22)
- Three Wishes by Fire Frog (23)
- Pushy Bastards by Owlet (38)
- The Silver Torc by Corbeau (40)
- In the Space of One Heartbeat: Blair by Jedi Nic (84)
- In the Space of One Heartbeat: Jim by Jedi Nic (93)
- Yo Quiero Lo Mordito by Owlet (100)
- Never Gone by Aimee (103)
- Holding On to Now by Elizabeth Gerber (112)
- 852 Prospect by Michelle Rosenberg (130)
- Homecoming by Valaria (131)
- Stalking Blair by Banshee (137)
- Another Life by Bluewolf (After Jim dies, Blair leaves Cascade. An AU story, spinning off some time after Reminiscences but before Sentinel Too.) (139)
inside issue #20, illo by K9
Issue 21
Come to Your Senses 21 was published in 2001, contains 200 pages, and has a cover by Karen River.
- 747 by Donna Jones (1)
- Look Here by Saraid (7)
- Secrets by Bluewolf (Naomi tells Blair who his father is.) (26)
- Chrysalis by Chrys (34)
- Two in the Bush by Kira (61)
- Best Laid Plans by Carmen (71)
- Time to Say Goodbye by Bluewolf (An extortionist is putting pressure on a businessman in Cascade.) (79)
- Five Senses, Backwards by JenCat004 (103)
- The Write Stuff by Caroline Quinn (106)
- Echo by Pink Dragon (120)
- Touchstone by Garnet (128)
- Asylum by Kira (135)
- A Kiss is Just a Kiss by Spacecadet (175)
- Sometimes I Feel by Valaria (177)
- Alone Tonight by Kyanoswolf (189)
- Written by Spyke (190)
Issue 22
Come to Your Senses 22 was published in February 2002 and contains 192 pages. The cover is by Robin McElfresh.
- Pictionary Kings by Fire Frog (1)
- The Fox and the Eagle by Bluewolf (Blair's spirit guide calls on him to help someone.) (5)
- The Cascade Caption Co. by Torra (30)
- Breathing Words Against My Skin by Pink Dragon (31)
- On the Ledge by Valaria (37)
- The Cascade Caption Co. by Torra (65)
- Questions by Barbara Thomas (66)
- Fire by VampyrAlex (70)
- Big Man on Campus by Gena Fisher (78)
- The Cascade Caption Co. by Torra (107)
- Between the Sea and the Sky by Garnet (108)
- The Cascade Caption Co. by Torra (118)
- Golden Boy by Akablonded (119)
- The Cascade Caption Co. by Torra (128)
- Flyers by J.M. Griffin (129)
- The New Broom by Bluewolf ("Major Crimes gets a new Captain. I don't say this is a death story; I don't say it isn't. You decide." Another fan wrote an alternative ending to this story: Sweeps Clean.) (147)
- Fantasy Fulfilled by KAM ("Pure PWP. The boys act out a fantasy.") (153)
- Seducing Sandburg by Dolimir (157))
- The Cascade Caption Co. by Torra (189)
Reactions and Reviews: Issue 22
See reactions and reviews for Seducing Sandburg.
Issue 23
Come to Your Senses 23 was published in February 2003 and contains 202 pages. Karen River is the cover artist.
- Provocation by R. Dean Becker (1)
- Sunday Afternoon at the Loft by Jane Mailander (23)
- Do You Smell That? by Shamaness (24)
- Wrestling With It by LilyK and Lisa, Duncan's Twin (27)
- Save Me by Dovya Blacque (34)
- Hang in There, Baby! by Jane Mailander (45)
- Sunday by LilyK (46)
- 852 Prospect by Michelle Rosenberg (50)
- How I Spent My Summer Vacation by Silk (51)
- 852 Prospect by Michelle Rosenberg (54)
- You Needed Me by Bluewolf (Jim wakens one morning to discover that Blair has disappeared. Then Simon tells him that three months previously, he had thrown Blair out. (55))
- 852 Prospect by Michelle Rosenberg (79)
- In the Game by Jantique (80)
- Outside the Storm by K. Ann Yost (85)
- Strands of Infinity by Kata Avalon (114))
- The Reality of It by LilyK and Lisa, Duncan's Twin (120)
- Home by Deborah Wright (The online version is called "Falling.") (127)
- The Cascade Caption Company by Torra Kimbul (138)
- Perfect by Shamaness (139)
- Two-Way Street by Aloysius (146)
- The Cascade Caption Company by Torra Kimbul (159)
- After Hours by KAM ("Another night, another fantasy. (A sequel of sorts to 'Fantasy Fulfilled'.") (160)
- The Cascade Caption Company by Torra Kimbul (165)
- Bury the Dead by Gena Fisher (166)
- Welcome to Cascade! by Jane Mailander (199)
Issue 24
Come to Your Senses 24 was published in April 2003 and contains 186 pages. The cover is by akablonded.
- Head of a Match by Afropuff (1)
- When I am with You by Tinnean (7)
- Caught in the Moment by R. Dean Becker (29)
- Standing Outside the Fire by LilyK (38)
- Mortal City by Fatima Bronze (57)
- Expectations by Taleya (59)
- Semper Fides Custos by ALF (61)
- The Cascade Caption Company by Torra Kimbul (78)
- Another Mystery by Fatima Bronze (79)
- The Cascade Caption Company by Torra Kimbul (83)
- Moving On by Bluewolf (After giving his press conference, Blair leaves to ensure Jim's safety.) (84)
- Uplift by Sheryl (109)
- The Cascade Caption Company by Torra Kimbul (118)
- A Matter of Honor by KAM ("When Jim repays an old debt, it's Blair who end up paying for it. (Would be considered pre-slash or even gen with heavy smarm).") (The author posted a gen version online.) (119)
- Another Heart by Carmen (179)
Issue 25
Come to Your Senses 25 was published in October 2003 and contains 204 pages. Cover by Caren Parnes. Other art by Patt.
- Whispering Me Through the Night by Carmen (1)
- Where There's Smoke... by Bluewolf (A cop has been killed.) (10)
- Seven Inches from the Midday Sun by ALF (22)
- The Ellison Fix by LilyK (29)
- Control by Caro Dee (35)
- A Quiet Anniversary by Ami (42)
- Small Sacrifices by Lyn Townsend (44)
- Think Before You Leap by Cassandra (73)
- The Hearing by Bluewolf (a missing scene for 'Prisoner X') (80)
- Two Guys from Cascade by Patt (85)
- My Love by Ami (92)
- Flirting by Akablonded (97)
- Your Hands by Sharilyn (108)
- Hammer to Fall by ALF (116)
- The Con Man by Bluewolf (A Rafe's-eye view of Blair.) (120)
- Collateral Damage by KAM ("When Daryl is kidnapped, Blair becomes collateral damage. Rape/Non-Con.") (This story has a gen version online.) (129)
inside page from issue #25, artist is Patt
Issue 26
Come to Your Senses 26 was published in May 2004 and contains 204 pages.
- Busted by KAM ("When Blair is arrested during a Vice raid, hidden feelings are revealed.") (1)
- Cascade Caption Company by Torra Kimbul (7)
- Struggle by Sue Walker (8)
- Princes of the Universe by ALF (33)
- Time in a Bottle by Lyn Townsend (38)
- Languages by Nadja Lee (54)
- Superman by Nadja Lee (55)
- Baked, Boiled or Fried by Tinnean (58)
- The Three-Pound Universe by Gena Fisher
Issue 27
Come to Your Senses 27 was published in May 2004 and contains 194 pages. The cover is by Lorraine Brevig. Interior illos by Hill.
- Spirit of Grace by Annie (1)
- Cascade Caption Company by Torra Kimbul (21)
- Sandman by KAM ("A/U. While pursuing a serial killer, Detective Jim Ellison struggles to deal with his out of control senses. Things only get more complicated when he meets a mysterious young man with ties to the case.") (22)
- Under the Table by Rawly (76)
- ...Is a Dish Best Served...Hot? by Marion (81)
- Cascade Caption Company by Torra Kimbul (101)
- Drowning by Arianna (102)
inside issue #27, manip by Hill
Issue 28
Come to Your Senses 28 was published in May 2004 and contains 200 pages. The front cover is by TM Alexander. Interior art by KAM.
- Defining Inaccurate Realities by Akilah (1)
- Game of Love by ALF (11)
- The Choice by Rawly (14)
- Back Where I Belong by Annie (23)
- Kittens by Nadja Lee (40)
- Mr. Ellison Sees the Light by Molly Mac (42)
- Jackpot by KAM ("Jim loses at a night of poker with the guys, but ends up hitting the jackpot at home.") (55)
- Uncommon Scents by Mice and Lady Jaguar (60)
- At the Bargaining Table by BuffyAngel68 (79)
- Tasty Bites by Angelise (85)
- Serendipity by Marion (95)
- Fallen by Chris J. Ueberall (102)
- May I Become by Karasu (109)
- 1-900-SANDBURG by Lady Jaguar (144)
- Into the Dark by Nemesis (152)
inside issue #28, KAM
References
- ^ Lynn W, via Wayback, accessed March 7, 2014
- ^ Raonaid's Zine Recommendations
- ^ from a LoC in issue #6
- ^ letter of comment by Yvonne McCool in "Come to Your Senses" #4
- ^ letter of comment by Terence in "Come to Your Senses" #4
- ^ letter of comment by Gillian Middleton in "Come to Your Senses" #4
- ^ letter of comment by Glenda Finke in "Come to Your Senses" #4
- ^ Stacy L.A. Stronach in "Come to Your Senses" #4
- ^ letter of comment by Glenda Finke in "Come to Your Senses" #4
- ^ letter of comment by Gillian Middleton in "Come to Your Senses" #4
- ^ letter of comment by Terrance in "Come to Your Senses" #4
- ^ a b c Raonaid (1999-09-29). "'Zine Reviews - The Sentinel". Raonaid's Zine Recommendations. Archived from the original on 1999-10-08.
- ^ Don't assume Mom isn't hoping for a nice quiet house to read her own zines.
- ^ from a fan at Destinies Entwined
- ^ from an October 1998 flyer.
- ^ Raonaid (2000-01-28). "'Zine Reviews". Raonaid's Zine Recommendations. Archived from the original on 2000-03-01.
- ^ "original art is here". Archived from the original on 2021-01-26.