Obsession (Star Trek: TOS zine)
|Editor(s):||Katharine Scarritt & Mary Lowe|
|Fandom:||Star Trek: TOS|
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From a proposal in 1981: "'Obsession' explores the character of James T. Kirk in several stories... The zine will have right-justified margins, some half-toned artwork and a four-color silkscreen cover (of Kirk!)." 
In 1983, the editors placed an ad in the Proposed Zines section of Universal Translator for "Obsession X," a zine "of X-rated stories, art and poetry focusing on the life of James T. Kirk." This zine, however, never made it off the ground.
Art has been included on Fanlore with the publisher's permission.
Obsession 1 was published in July 1981 and contains 90 pages.
- Afterthoughts by the Editors (7)
- Earthbound, poem by Amanda Wesley (9)
- First Love by Katharine Scarritt and Mary Lowe (11) (story)
- Edith, poem by Amanda Wesley (36)
- Miramanee, poem by Amanda Wesley (37)
- Reflection by Katharine Scarritt (39) (story) (NOTE: this story may actually be called "Obsession." If it is, this is a summary: "Captain Kirk has been offered a new post on a small explorer craft which will venture far into unexplored space. McCoy and Spock stand by as he tries to decide if he should accept this new assignment.)
- Kirk by Mary Lowe (44) (story)
- The Face of Agony by J. Pat Reck (45) (story)
- Enemy Within the Mirror by Mary Lowe (47) (story)
- Free to Choose by Katharine Scarritt (63) (story)
- I, Captain Kirk, filk by Katharine Scarritt (70)
- Dreamer from the Dream by Mary Lowe (75) (story)
- Unchained, poem by Amanda Wesley (89)
- art by Mary Lowe (cover), Camille Richmond, and James Doyle
Obsession 2 was published in April 1982 (2nd printing in 1985) and is 112 pages long.
- Double Play - Pamela Rose (17 pages)
- Eclipse - Mary Lowe (11 pages)
- Timeless Night - Katharine Scarritt & Mary Lowe (13 pages)
- Graven Image - Mary Lowe. (Spock has summoned McCoy to Vulcan to ask his help in cloning a duplicate of the deceased James Kirk.) (reprint from Deck Five Digest) (54)
- Graven Image, Part 2 - Lezlie Shell (Schell wrote an introduction to this story in Deck Five Digest #1) (Jamie, the genetic duplicate of Jim Kirk is now a young man. He has a close, loving relationship with McCoy, but is in constant conflict with Spock. He has not grown up as Spock envisioned and McCoy, nearing the end of his life, strives to bring them together.) (59)
- Who Marks the Sparrow's Fall by Cynthia Lockwood (page 75)
- Betrayal by Instinct by Katharine Scaritt (page 101)
- More Than You Know by Crystal Ann Taylor (page 21)
- Absence by Linda Neel (page 35)
- Games by Sharon Fester (page 52)
- Delta Vega by Amanda Wesley (page 73)
- Through Different Eyes by Crystal Ann Taylor (page 99)
- art by James Doyle, Pat Kilner (back cover), Mary Lowe (front cover and fold-out), Marie A, Barbara Gordon, borders by Caro Hedge
- Games - Sharon F (poetry, 1 page)
Reactions and Reviews: Issue 2
- Double Play / Kirk is recruited for some espionage work, partnered with a beautiful but caustic woman, and is offended to find that it is his role, not hers,to let their (male) target agent seduce him. He does so, feeling fouled, and Phillip reveals that he knew about them all along, he did not have the object they were seeking, and he went through with the seduction only to teach Kirk what Starfleet Intelligence would do to him. Kirk quits despite all their plays on his loyalty, with a final, "Fuck the Federation." A delightful read.
- Eclipse / Very well-written exploration of Spock's decision to leave Enterprise, from Kirk's pov as his world falls apart. Excellent characterization, apart from an overly intense Spock, which is pivotal to this interpretation. Spock will not quite explain his reasons, but it has to do with getting too close to Kirk, to losing his Vulcan-ness. Nice Kirk/McCoy scene as the doctor insists that Kirk must stay with the ship. Fade out on Kirk pondering 5 years of lonely command without Spock, remembering Kollos' dismay over the fate of humans, locked alone in a hollow shell.
- Timeless Night / Spock returns (as Starnek) from a future in which Kirk has died of an unidentified accident, and Earth was subsequently destroyed by V'ger, leaving Starfleet and the Federtion devoid of the driving force of humans. Kirk is slowly rotting of red tape in the Admiralty. Spock manages to rescue him, and vanishes. Excellent writing.
- Graven Image / [rep from Deck Five Digest] Spock clones the dead Kirk, and calls on an appalled McCoy to save the embryo. Lovely characterization.
- Graven Image, Part 2 / Sequel to Graven Image. The embryo has grown into 15-year-old Jamie, who has been told he is Jim Kirk's son, and is being raised by Spock and McCoy. McCoy is hiding the fact that he is dying of his xenopolycythemia. Jamie is attempting to please Spock, but is discovering that his bliss is acting, not science, and does not want to attend the Academy. Lovely, intense writing without being mushy. Nice family conflicts, and a great death scene for McCoy.
- Who Marks the Sparrow's Fall / Early days on the Enterprise; Kirk is just getting to know Spock and McCoy, and is faced with two grisly situations in which the Prime Directive is in force and he must stand by and watch tragedies unfold. This does a nice job of setting up the interactions of the Big Three, as well as Kirk's unorthodox reaction to Prime Directive situations.
- Betrayal by Instinct, Part I / My copy was missing p. 109-110, making this story incomprehensible. The landing party is sent to prevent civil war on a planet governed by some religious hierarchy.
- Duty Roster / staff graffiti sheet
- Noteworthy poetry: Games / A recital of Enterprise events as moves in chess and poker. Clever. 
Obsession 3 was published in April 1984 and is 104 pages long.
- Beginnings - Richard Pollet (12 pages)
- Class Dismissed - Sharon Hyler (2 pages)
- Prophecy - Pamela Rose (12 pages)
- The Unanswered Question - Dawn Law (3 pages)
- Things To Remember Tere Ann Roderick (McCoy is troubled by Kirk's apparent inability to grieve for Spock and by his own failure to keep the Vulcan from sacrificing his life. The bottle doesn't help, maybe reaching out to Kirk will.) (5 pages)
- Summon The Future - Jan Beckworth (5 pages)
- Jahoda Blue: A Price To Be Paid - Jeanne Noga (12 pages)
- Even To Captains - Kay Crayton & Denise Walters (2 pages)
- Captive Audience - Mary Lowe and Katharine Scarritt (5 pages)
- Betrayal By Instinct, Part 2 (Conclusion) - Katharine Scarritt (19 pages)
- Cul De Sac - Mary Lowe (Spock with emotions) (6 pages)
- Starman by Shona Jackson
- Captain Wesley Test for the Best by Sharon F
- Images by Sharon Hunter
- Before the Battle by Patricia Demetri
- After the Battle by Patricia Demetri
- Afterthought by Sharon Hunter
- Untitled by Rhea Brainerd
- Star Captain by Wendy Rathbone
- Priorities by Crystal Ann Taylor
- Ruth's Song by Shona Jackson
- Plea by Teresa Sarick
- On the Bridge by Wendy Rathbone
- Barbara Walker (front cover)
- Pat Kilner
- Paula Mathai
- Barbara Gordon (fold-out)
- Barbara Walker (fold-out)
- Kathy Jolly
- Mark Dowman (back cover)
Reactions and Reviews: Issue 3
- Beginnings / Kirk and Finnegan torture one another at Academy
- Class Dismissed / 1-pager; hand to hand practice
- Prophecy / Matt Decker's ghost shows Kirk Spock's death. Kirk returns to the admiralty, giving up the Enterprise.
- The Unanswered Question / Kirk musing over Spock's death.
- Things to Remember / McCoy is disturbed that Kirk is taking Spock's death too calmly.
- Summon the Future / Kirk's conversation with a little girl planning to be a starship captain.
- Jahoda Blue: a price to be paid / Kirk, on a diplomatic mission, inadvertently chooses sides by protecting a child; he is forced into desk service as a "reward".
- Even to Captains / Kirk wakes up next to an ensign whose name he can't recall.
- Fold-out artwork - in strategically placed towels and underwear...
- Captive Audience / "Naked Time" from Rand's p.o.v.
- Betrayal by Instinct, Pt. 2 / Kirk appears to have gone crazy and taken over a planet by assassinating the ruler.
- Cul de Sac / Kirk proposes to Spock that they become lovers - just before Amok Time?