Cousinjean and Profit Wank
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A summary from a fan in 2006:
Cousin Jean wanted people to donate money so she could afford to take a leave of absence for a year to finish Dancing Lessons and an original fiction novel she was working on. Suffice to say, after Cousin Jean's modest proposal, there was a huge LJ-based fight over the situation and her LJ got slammed. The pile on was pretty fierce.
In one corner, you had fanfic writers who were positively horrified and more than a little worried that her fanfic-for-pay proposal would capture the attention of FOX's legal department and inspire it to start going after Buffy fanfic writers the same way it had started going after fansites that were using screencaps without permission or posting shooting scripts.
In the other corner, you had several people who worked on various Dancing Lessons stories as co-authors expressing horror and dismay. They were doubly furious because her modest proposal came out of the blue. They demanded that their stories be removed from the series and her Web site as a result.Cousin Jean announced she was leaving Buffy fandom effectively immediately, deleted her LJ and, from what I understand, took down her fanfic site as a result of the dust-up. 
First Post by cousinjean
This is either the smartest thing or the dumbest thing I've ever done. I guess time will tell.
A message from cousinjean:
I've gotten a lot of e-mails over the past year asking if and when I'm going to finish both Dancing Lessons and my sequel to The Butterfly Effect. Believe me when I say that nobody is more depressed about the unfinished state of my fan fiction than I am. But the cold, hard reality is that I have bills and student loans to pay, an actual paying writing career to try my damnedest to launch, and an eventual marriage to save and plan for. The simple fact is that there is no more room in my life for fan fiction. I've tried to make room. I have. But it's just not happening.
I realize that a lot of people will probably judge me pretty harshly for the following, but I'm just desperate enough not to care. I'm offering to sing for my supper, so to speak, and I don't see the shame in that. So here's my proposal: if every reader who has read and enjoyed my fan fiction over the years will donate the amount that they would expect to pay for a hardback novel (and I've written the equivalent of several novels in the course of my fanfic career), then I will be able to take a year off to write full time. This means that not only would I be able to finish the original novels that are languishing on my hard drive; I would also be able to finish my fan fiction.
Basically, what I'm asking for is monetary support from my reader base in helping me get my career as a professional storyteller off the ground. In return, if at least half of my goal is met, I promise to continue the work that has gained me a following in the first place. I'm asking you to buy me time to write.
If you're willing to do this, in addition to finished WIPs you will also have my eternal gratitude and a mention in the acknowledgements of my first published novel. If you're not, that's understandable, and all I ask is that you never again ask me how my WIPs are coming.
I'm setting a deadline of Halloween 2005 in order to reach my goal. If I do, then I'll give notice at my job and commence writing full time. If I don't, well, even if you can buy me a few months between jobs, that will be a huge help.
Click here if you wish to make a donation through Paypal; or contact me at [address redacted] in order to make other arrangements. You can check back here regularly to see the progress of this fundraising drive.Thank you so much for your continued support. Even if all you can afford is the emotional kind 
Second Post by cousinjean
This little venture of mine has taught me two important things: one, that there are some awesomely generous people in this world; and two, that there are people who believe in me and my abilities. Enough so to stake money on it. I can't even begin to express how much that means to me.
Mingled with the support, I'm getting plenty of criticism. Like I said in my letter, I expected that. None of the words of criticism I've received so far have come as news to me. The cat's already out of the bag, though, and I couldn't put it back in if I wanted to. I knew I'd probably lose the respect of quite a few people. But other than that, I had nothing to lose in asking. If you choose to answer in support, you'll have my eternal gratitude. If you don't, nobody's trying to make you. It's that simple. If you want to judge me, that's okay. If you want to defriend me and tell all your friends how much I suck, that's okay, too. If you want a piece of me, then you can comment in this post and take your best shot.
Do I owe LJ land any kind of explanation or justification for how I use my space? No. But for the sake of those who have contributed, I want to address a few concerns.
Am I holding my WIPs hostage and asking you to pay me to write fic? No. I'm asking that my supporters who are willing and able to do so help make it possible for me to finish my original novels and launch my professional career. Finishing the WIPs in the meantime is simply the least I can do to compensate them. I'm trying to think of other ways, too, but for now this is the best I've got. If it's coming across like I'm asking for payment to write fan fiction, then I need to revise my message.
Am I basically asking my readers to be my sugar daddy while I finish my novels? Yup. And I promise to put out.
Am I the first person on the web to do so? Nope. And I'm sure I won't be the last. At least I'm not threatening to eat my bunny rabbit.
Did I make this decision cavalierly? No. A lot of thought and discussion and prayer went into it. It feels like the right thing for me at this particular point in my life. I might be wrong. I might have excersized some piss-poor judgment. Like I also said in my original post, time will tell. Although I'm sure there are plenty of you guys lining up to tell me instead. But, quite frankly, this decision is between me, my family, my benefactors, and my God.If you think this is a worthwhile cause and want to give, I thank you from the bottom of my heart, and I'll do everything I can to make it up to you. If you think it's pure shite, then don't click the Paypal link. If it will make you feel better to tell me that it's pure shite and why now I'm also shite, feel free to click the comment link and do so. As for me, I've said all I've got to say. 
A Later Post by cousinjean
A message from cousinjean:
Thank you to every one who has donated and written with words of encouragement and support. I honestly didn't believe it was such a horrible sin to ask for assistance in accomplishing my dreams, and I thank you for understanding that.
If you've already donated, please let me know how to best get the money back to you. If you were planning to mail your donation, please don't.
Click here to continue to the DL web site.
Thanks again, and big, big love.cousinjean 
The Goodbye Post
Long deleted.An excerpt:
An excerpt:Consider me successfully ostracized. This is a good thing, I think--maybe the simple solution to make time for my writing was simply to turn off the Internet and leave it off, and this was the kick in the pants I needed to see that. I'm gonna leave my journal up long enough to archive meaningful posts. I'll take my time deciding what to do with my fic. But I'm done with fandom, and I'm definitely done with LJ.
If you know me well enough to have my ISP addie, you can e-mail me there. Otherwise, don't bother. I've stopped checking my other accounts. There are some of you whom I'm sincerely sorry I've disappointed or embarrassed by my request. The rest, not so much.
- Fandom and entitlement; archive link page 1; archive link page 2; archive link page 3; archive link page 4 by the brat queen (August 10, 2005)
- See, I'm working on this story, but it's not getting written as fast as I'd like it to, and believe me, nobody is more depressed about the unfinished state of my fan fiction than I am.; archive link by flambeau (August 10, 2005)
- For every 50$ donated to the 'keep Amy off the streets so she doesn't have to take that second job as a crackwhore' fund, I will not write a really bad Xander/Spike story.; archive link by mpoetess (August 10, 2005)
- So here's my proposal: if every reader who has watched and enjoyed my vids over the years will join my army of henchpeople for as long as they would expect world domination to take, then I will be able to fulfil my childhood dream of ruthless empiricalism and bald cats.; archive link by tzikeh (August 10, 2005)
- In the vein of cousinjean's request for people to give her money so she can stay home full time and write fanfiction, I would like to make a request. Or, I suppose, a demand.; archive link by apocalypsos (August 10, 2005)
- Now, I know that the people reading this are so desperately fond of this journal that this news will likely spark off mass suicides and a schism in the Catholic church. We don't want that. So, good pixilated people of the internet, I have a modest proposal for you all, to avert the greatest shock since Hawkeye came back from the dead and Tom Delay was found to be a corrupt assboil.; archive link by dexfarkin (August 10, 2005)
- Question for the day; archive link by sidewinder (August 10, 2005)
- Untitled post on Cousin Jean's proposal: "She's taking advantage of fandom's communal history of caring, and I think that's abusive" by cesperanza (August 10, 2005)
- Can't we just buy you an iPod by embitca at Fandom Wank (August 10, 2005)
- You are not entitled., Archived version by wolfling (August 11, 2005)
- Oh cousinjean, don't go!; archive link by nihilistic-kid (August 11, 2005)
- For love or money. re: the "pay me for my WIP" wank by synidi-64 (August 11, 2005)
- Fandom and Money (essay), posted by nnaylime at Fanthropology (August 11, 2005)
- You know, I really, really didn't want to talk about the cousinjean thing, by salieri ( "And yes, indeed, on the fact that fandom does police itself, but there's a limit to how effective such policing can be, and frankly that not all such policing is even right to do. (I'm reminded of the dogpile on cousinjean some years back, when she asked for financial contributions to fund her finishing some fannish WIPs. Wrong, yeah, violating community norms, yeah, but did she really deserve that kind of vilification in public? Probably not.") (August 11, 2005)
- I can't avoid the impression that the reason why *so* many people are *so* pissed off with cousinjean is because at some deep level they feel she's claiming she's better than they are; archive link by azdak (August 12, 2005)
- from Television Without Pity; reference link, by ScaryFairy1, posted May 11, 2006
- from a screenshot posted on Fandom Wank on August 10, 2005; Archive
- from a screenshot posted on Fandom Wank on August 10, 2005; reference link
- like the others, this post was deleted; this text was posted at Fandom Wank, August 10, 2005