Never Far Apart

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Zine
Title: Never Far Apart
Publisher: Justazine Publications
Editor(s):
Date(s): 2007-2009
Series?:
Medium: print
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Fandom: The Professionals
Language: English
External Links: Online flyer, online zine reviews
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cover vol 1

Never Far Apart is a slash Professionals anthology. The zine sometimes appears on fans' Desert Island lists.[1]

A fan commented in 2016:

Not counting reprints, the majority of the zines on this list are pre-Internet fandom. That’s not a coincidence, as I find most zines in the ‘net era to be far less interesting than their predecessors, both in quality of content and in visual appeal. This meticulously produced zine is one of the exceptions. This editor polished and spit-shined this zine within an inch of its life, resulting in a volume that holds it own with the best this fandom has produced, and outshining the majority of modern competitors in any fandom. [2]

Issue 1

Never Far Apart 1 was published in May 2007 and contains 208 pages. The color cover and inside art is by Suzan Lovett.

Issue 1: Story Descriptions

Story descriptions from the flyer:

"Love and Bullets" by Elizabeth Holden: Bodie is shot, and Doyle spends the hours in his hospital room contemplating his recent epiphany and pondering his options for dealing with his increasingly difficult-to-ignore feelings for his partner.

"The Strongest Will" by PFL: High on adrenaline in the aftermath of Mixed Doubles, Bodie makes an impulsive decision that irrevocably alters the course of his relationship with Doyle. Before they can deal with the consequences, they are faced with a difficult assignment that sends Doyle undercover. Bodie will do whatever it takes to sustain Doyle as he struggles with the moral ambiguities of CI5 and adjusts to the changes in their partnership, but as time passes he begins to fear that he and Doyle are further apart than ever.

"Never the Same Again" by Sally Fell: A casual night out becomes a disaster for Doyle when he discovers something he never suspected. This and another stunner delivered by Cowley soon after combine to upend some of Doyle's comfortable assumptions about the world, Bodie, and even himself. Dealing with the resulting turmoil leads to some surprising revelations for him and Bodie and changes their relationship forever.

"Raymond's Joy" by The Hag: Bodie and Doyle are on one of their fishing weekends, but true to form, the fish aren't biting, and neither are the barmaids. Still, the respectable performance of an aptly-named horse has Doyle feeling a little lucky and a little rash, and he makes a daring spur-of-the-moment decision that turns out to have more profound and far-reaching consequences than he or Bodie could have imagined. As a result of this apparent accident of fate, their lives change in ways they never expected as they gradually come to terms, together and separately, with some fundamental truths--not least that their fate seems to have been determined by a horse!

"Between Folly and Love" by Josey: Bodie's old mate Jimmy Keller, in military prison after Kickback, asks him for a favor. But things don't work out the way Keller, or Bodie, expect, and in the ensuing chaos, a disillusioned Bodie finds himself unmoored and questions his relationship with Doyle, while an exasperated Doyle works to save Bodie from himself--and Cowley!

"A Falling Off" by Callisto: After Fugitive, a bruised and battered Bodie shares a quiet evening with Doyle, and the two of them savor the sense of something growing between them. But before anything can come of it, a routine-seeming op takes a disastrous turn, and they find themselves almost--but not quite!--back where they started.

"Happy Endings" by P. R. Zed: Tired of the mercenary life, young Bodie returns to London to enjoy some rare leisure time while he contemplates his future. He meets Ray Doyle at a club one night, and sparks fly immediately. But their liaison takes a more serious turn when they discover Bodie has connections to a crime Doyle is working on, and their lives, and futures, become more intertwined than either could have imagined.

"Cold Comfort" by Lacey McBain: Cowley's plan for extricating Doyle from a dangerous undercover assignment goes disastrously awry, and what should have been a simple op becomes a struggle for survival. Watching Doyle's life hang in the balance motivates Bodie to reevaluate his priorities.

"Far Shore" by Angelfish: After a serious injury invalids him out of CI5, Doyle has moved to Scotland, where he is doing his best to make a new life for himself and forget his disastrous final months on the job--especially the unraveling of his partnership with Bodie. But then Bodie appears on his doorstep with ghosts of his own, and they must confront their pasts before they can attempt to build a future.

Issue 1: From the Editorial

I'm not sure when the seeds of the idea for this zine first planted themselves in my head, but 1 do remember when I knew I really was going to do it: at a Pros gathering at my place, when I nervously broached the subject and Suzan Lovett, in her usual unflappable way, said sure she'd be willing to illustrate. I figured that had to be a sign, and maybe it was time to commit myself to the project. Or to be committed, perhaps...

The only thing I was certain of from the beginning was that the stories would all be B/D slash. The name of the zine comes from Bodie and Doyle's exchange with Barry Martin's girlfriend in the episode Rogue. "Oh, it's you," she says unenthusiastically, when she opens her door and sees Doyle; "And you," as she turns and sees Bodie. "Never far apart," Doyle agrees, confirming what we all know already: they are together, on the screen and in our hearts—and within these pages. So while you'll find a wide variety of stories here, all feature a Bodie and Doyle who love one another (and all are set in the CI5 universe; there are no AUs). Beyond that, though, I had only the vaguest sense in my mind back then of what I wanted to do, much less of what editing and publishing a zine would ultimately entail. And as it turns out, what it mostly entails is... work. Lots and lots of work. I didn't realise how much time and sheer bloody effort it would take, how frustrated I'd get at times, or how many decisions I'd have to make—but nor did I anticipate how satisfying, and how fun, it would be, how much I'd love things like fiddling with layout, reading books about typesetting, and most of all, working with authors. Ah, authors... the heart and soul of any zine, and my authors have heart and soul to spare. I would like to thank them all for their patience and dedication, and express my deep admiration and respect for their talent and commitment. It may go without saying, but I'll say it anyway: I couldn't have done this without you. Another thing I learned on this journey: it'd be virtually impossible to do something like this alone, and what's more, I wouldn't want to. My patient and long-suffering significant other deserves a medal for rising to the occasion, tolerating my distracation and intense focus with good humour and gamely offering his opinion when I repeatedly demanded that he choose his favourite among design and layout variations whose differences were barely detectable to anyone's naked eye but my own! Most especially, though, I don't have words or space enough to thank the friends who helped and supported me, sharing their time, skills, and care so willingly and unstintingly. I'm immensely grateful to Suzan — for her breathtakingly gorgeous contributions to the zine, which enhance the stories beyond measure, but also for moral support, advice, perspective, and encouragement, all offered with her trademark generosity. To me Suzan embodies the true spirit of fandom, and I feel lucky to know her. Very, very special thanks to Fish, who inspires me like no one else, for her sharp eye, wit, and humour, and her love for and unflagging belief in me.

And finally, I cannot even begin to list the multitude of Beth's contributions. She has made this an infinitely better zine than it otherwise would have been, and I can't imagine having done this without her. My gratitude to her for her constant help, support, patience, and friendship knows no bounds.

Issue 1: Sample Interior Gallery

Reactions and Reviews: Issue 1

See reactions and reviews for Far Shore.

See reactions and reviews for The Strongest Will.

Issue 2

front cover of issue #2
the art underneath the "peek-a-boo" cover

Never Far Apart 2 was published in July 2009 and contains 205 pages.

The art by Suzan Lovett and Lorraine Brevig.

The cover is a "peek-a-boo" cover; opening the front flap with the circle reveals the art underneath.

The editorial:

So this one’s been along time coming. When I finished the first Never Far Apart in May 2007, my expectation was to have the next one out within a year. Well, the best-laid plans and all...

But the delay did have an unexpected benefit: this zine is a monster. It’s packed with more and longer stories than I ever could have anticipated—lots of meat for you to sink your teeth into (including a novella-length story), and all of it Bodie/Doyle, slash set in the CIS universe.

So although it didn’t happen the way I intended, it did happen! And for that I have to thank, with all my heart, my extraordinary, incomparable, magnificent, fabulous authors—for the patience they showed for so long; for their enthusiastic, ungrudging willingness to work with me and to go all out to meet last-minute deadlines; and for their exceptional commitment and dedication to producing the best work possible. To all of you: I remain in awe of your talent and endlessly grateful to you for employing it at my behest.

Special thanks once again to Beth, for her continuing friendship and support and her countless contributions to the zine; and to Suzan, for her boundless generosity and kindness, for never, ever saying no, and for her work under pressure to create such gorgeous, evocative illustrations for a remarkable story. I feel honoured to have made possible such an amazingly fruitful and inspired creative symbiosis.

Special thanks and love also to the other half of that symbiosis: Fish, who still and always inspires me like no one else—for her love and faith and the beauty of her soul, and her never-fail power to move me beyond words or thought or reason.

And finally: this zine truly might have languished unfinished for eternity if it were not for JGL, who offered invaluable, constant, and crucial aid (despite a brutal schedule) and friendship when it was most needed, and who never stopped believing that I could—and would! —do it, even when I had my doubts.

Issue 2: Sample Interior Gallery

Reactions and Reviews: Issue 2

See reactions and reviews for Catastrophe Theory.

[Raymond's Joy]: Why this must be read:

Because it was just about my favourite story in the first 'Never Far Apart' Pros zine. She has the most delicious way with banter, and here spins a delightful, 11 chaptered tale of Bodie and Doyle slowly but surely edging their way into exclusivity with each other. There are pancakes and plastered ceilings, fishing holidays and crossword puzzles, and here is Doyle, bless, giving up birds for Lent.

To be savoured... [3]

[Poetry to Protect]: Why this must be read: Hagrus is a unique voice in the Pro’s fandom. Her trademarks are humor, spot on characterization, great dialogue and the ability to make the reader feel what Bodie and Doyle are feeling.

In “Poetry to Protect Us”, Bodie is in hospital and his injuries prevent him from giving clues to CI5 to prevent a disastrous event. Meanwhile, Doyle has been sent on an undercover operation that required…well a bit of a change to his appearance. The lads are always the lads in The Hag’s stories. Her deft use of humour - and puns(!) - shows the care between the two men without making them soppy.

The tenderness these two hard men feel for each other is expertly depicted. The Hag makes you feel like you want to give them both a comforting hug.

Check this out!!

The Hag “knows” Bodie and Doyle and her stories are warm and witty.

Give this one a try! [4]

[Calibre]: Just wanted to say how very much I've enjoyed your stories - I really loved how Cowley operated in this (even when I was grinding my teeth and cursing him!) and I love how, re-reading Ray's POV, you can pick up that it's not just his feelings for Bodie that he's worried about, but the thing with Todd. Really well done. I also really love some of the images in this - the crows that look to Ray like worry-beads, and Bodie thinking that Doyle looks like an evil muppet when he's asleep in the car (that just cracks me up). Thanks for a great read :) [5]

[Calibre]: Here via a rec from crash_van on LJ. I'm so glad this is now available, because I enjoyed it so much and I probably never would have read it otherwise. Such a great read. I was sitting on the edge of my seat at times! So well-paced, I was drawn in so easily with such great descriptions, and the plot was so interesting and so well-blended with character and relationship development. Loved it all. I'm blaming my incoherency on that. :D [6]

[Calibre]: First up is a story from my favorite Pro’s writer JGL. “Calibre” takes place post “Discovered in a Graveyard”. It’s a story of two hard men whose world is rocked by Doyle’s brush with death, their confused feelings for each other and issues of trust and betrayal. It is also a story of friendship and support. What makes it stand out is JGL’s amazing ability to set a scene, or a mood, or describe a character’s emotions with just a few well chosen words.

The story is filled with angst. JGL’s writing makes the reader feel the pain along with the characters.

It’s a very tense story, but the lads bantering finds its way into the narrative and this except is a terrific example of how well JGL captured the ‘canon’ lads. I can see the two of them in this little scene.

JGLs story is an emotional rollercoaster, a thrill ride of the highest calibre, looping through hurt, pain, despair, betrayal, and forgiveness, hope, healing and love. I think you’ll really enjoy the ride![7]

References

  1. ^ Close Quarters Desert Island Episode/Zine/Fic dated July 18, 2009
  2. ^ comments by kslangley at What was your first fandom?, August 28, 2016
  3. ^ from Crack Van (October 3, 2010)
  4. ^ comment at Crack Van (October 23, 2011)
  5. ^ from Unimaginative Liz at The Automated Hatstand (28 Jul 2011)
  6. ^ from BloodDragon at Automated Hatstand (11 Apr 2011)
  7. ^ comment at Crack Van (October 1, 2011)