weep for yourself

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Fanmix
Title: weep for yourself - a gwangst© mix
Creator(s): dockofkinkshame, aka mschanandlersongs
Date(s): 25 October 2015
Length: 13 Songs
Theme: n/a
Fandom: Total Drama
External Links: Advertisement for weep for yourself - a gwangst© mix, Archived version on Tumblr
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weep for yourself is a Gwen fanmix for the Total Drama fandom. Each song featured has liner notes, and this mix was later followed up with Me & my girlfriend!!, a Courtney/Gwen fanmix also by dockofkinkshame.

weep for yourself's description on Tumblr reads: a mix for gwen being Very Gay and Angsty over fucking courtney over and coming to terms with how very gay she is in the angstiest way possible. this is self indulgent and i love my gay goth teen.

Songs

1. So Nice So Smart - Kimya Dawson

You’re so nice and you’re so smart

You’re such a good friend I hafta break your heart

Tell you that I love you then I’ll tear your world apart

Just pretend I didn’t tear your world apart

2. New Romantic - Laura Marling

And I’m sorry to whichever man should meet my sorry state,

Watch my sturdy, lonesome gait and beware,

I will never love a man ‘cause love and pain go hand in hand,

And I can’t do it,

Again.

3. Be Mine! - Robyn

There’ll be no last chance to promise to never mess it up again

Just the sweet pain of watching your back as you walk

As I’m watching you walk away

And now you’re gone, there’s like an echo in my head

And I remember every word you said

4. I Try (Macy Gray Cover) - The Jacqueries

I believe that fate has brought us here

And we should be together, babe,

But we’re not

I play it off, but I’m dreaming of you

I’ll keep my cool, but I’m fiendin.

I try to say goodbye and I choke

I try to walk away and I stumble

Though I try to hide it, it’s clear

My world crumbles when you are not near

5. Mt. St. Helen’s - Mirah

You were hotter to me than the sun

That burned me up the day we went

To Mount Saint Helens,

And if the special death you gave to me

Is the prize I get to take home solemnly

Then suffer with the fact that

I could never be your friend

I could never come back home, again

6. Little Lion Man - Mumford & Sons

Weep for yourself, my man,

You’ll never be what is in your heart

Weep, little lion man,

You’re not as brave as you were at the start

Rate yourself and rake yourself

Take all the courage you have left

And waste it on fixing all the problems that you made in your own head

But it was not your fault but mine

And it was your heart on the line

I really fucked it up this time

Didn’t I, my dear?

Didn’t I, my…

7. Here Comes The Anxiety - The Wombats

I hope that no one ever leaves

Cos I don’t wanna be alone with me

Not with the things that rush up and down this symphonous spine

Here comes the love anxiety, can’t let it grab a hold of me, not after last time

8. Sister - Kate Nash

Yeah I really wish that we could be friends

But I know I’m never gonna get you back again

I just wish that you would answer the phone

'Cause, I could really do with talking to you right now

9. Self Esteem - Andrew Jackson Jihad

And everybody is afraid of me

And I’m afraid to go out in the streets

Reminders of my failures everywhere I will be

Everybody is afraid of me

And people freak me out

People make me scared

People make me so damn self-aware

10. Lipstick Covered Magnet - The Front Bottoms

And I’m gonna get on my knees

Would you kick me in the face please?

It’ll make whatever I say sound like poetry.

And as my gums begin to bleed

The words will fall like teeth

And whatever we have locked up now is free.

11. Say You Will - Fleetwood Mac

Somethin’ in you brought out somethin’ in me, that I’ve never been since

That part of me that was only for you,

That kind of romance

Comes only once, that kind of love

That kind of fever dance

That you love because you become someone else in an instant

Say you will, say you will give me one more chance

At least give me time to change your mind

That always seems to heal the wounds, if I can

Get you to dance

12. Kill My Boyfriend - Natalia Kills

But every time I’m with him, I imagine that we’re kissing

And I’m wishing he was you all along

And boy I’m so committed, I’m so deep, there’s no more digging

There’s only one thing I can do to solve this mess, come on

I’m rolling the dice, got the wind in my hair

I’m gonna kill my boyfriend, yeah

Cause he’s only nice, when there’s somebody there

I’m gonna kill my boyfriend

Kill, kill, kill, I’m gonna, Kill, kill, kill

So we can run away just like we said

Kill, kill, kill, I’m gonna, Kill, kill, kill

So we can be together like we planned

13. BONUS TRACK

you fuckin know what it is already