this heart, fossilized and silent (once was tender and once was violent)

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Title: this heart, fossilized and silent (once was tender and once was violent)
Author(s): Chrmdpoet
Date(s): March 28 - October 19, 2015
Length: 171,154 words; 35 chapters
Genre: Canon AU, femslash
Fandom: The 100
External Links: AO3 link
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this heart, fossilized and silent (once was tender and once was violent) is a very popular Clexa fanfic by Chrmdpoet. It is a Canon AU set after Season 2 of The 100, and is considered a "must-read"[1] for any Clexa fan.

On the Archive of Our Own, it is the most popular The 100 fanwork by kudos and hit counts, second most popular by bookmarks, and has the fourth most comments; as of December 2020, it has 477k hits, 24.7k kudos, 5005 comments, and 3823 bookmarks.[2] It is the most popular work tagged F/F by kudos.[3]

Synopsis

Summary

Clarke is only three days into being a runaway when she realizes that she did not fully think this through. When she walked away from Camp Jaha, she took only herself, a handgun with limited ammunition, and the gnawing guilt inside her. Three days without food, water, fresh clothing, or bedding of any kind, however, and she is painfully aware of how foolish that decision had been.

Author's Notes

Story begins post-finale (s2), three days after Clarke leaves Camp Jaha.

This story is primarily focused on Clarke, and it is about her internal struggle after the events of Mount Weather. It is about her healing process, and how she also grows and evolves through that process with Lexa. The romance/relationship aspects are slow-burn.

This is my first fic for The 100. I hope you all enjoy. Comments and Kudos are greatly appreciated. XO-Chrmdpoet

Fan Reviews/Reactions

As of January 2019, by kudos, it is the most popular work in the Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD tag on AO3, and the second most popular work Hurt/Comfort tag on AO3.[4] The fic has a page on GoodReads.

if you only read one clexa fic in your lifetime, it better be this one. sorry i don’t make the rules that’s just how it is. post season 2 and everything that season 3 should have been.[5]

is just freaking fantastic and breathtaking and I’ve pretty much read it 3000 times it’s so good[6]

was THE BEST vacation reading I’ve ever had. I remember that I just wanted to lay in my deck chair and didn’t want to do anything except for reading this story. Chrmdpoet’s writing style is A+++, the way this writer portrays the characters and tells the story is just unbelievably good![7]

literally better than canon honestly and i’ve read it so many times it’s incredible[8]

so i know that everyone and their mothers have read this fic but let me tell you! rereading it after a period of time makes the story even more impactful. i appreciate new details and nuances everytime. this is canon clexa but my heart still aches for this story for them on screen.[9]

It picks up right where The 100 Season 2 left off and it is amazing. It's better than Season 3![10]

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