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Description of an online version: "Mulder suffers from severe depression. Mulder’s journals on recovering emotionally and mentally from a three-year abduction, alien experimentation, sexual abuse, and Scully’s death. Great, witty, Mulder characterization. Mulder/Skinner friendship, Mulder/other. Rated R for disturbing imagery." 
There was an very heated conflict played out at alt.tv.x-files.creative in the fall of 1998 regarding a positive rec for Complicated Shadows. The story was subsequently removed from IOHO.